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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2006|03:17 pm]
[Current Location |home!!!!!!!!!]
[Current Mood |drainedinsanely tired]
[Current Music |destra-max it up]

fuck the sun
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2006|12:35 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed&devistated]
[Current Music |just the way you look tonight-michael buble]

i am leaving tonight. i really  don't want to go. i don't care how bratty that sounds.i'm very angry.
i'm pissedand im gonna let people know~its retarded that i have to go.

i cant't wait for school.


im gonna miss you all.

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(no subject) [Jul. 16th, 2006|11:56 am]
i am so tired.


someone please make a xanga so i have a friend.

my new medicine sucks...well not really i feel like im on  drugs
...techniqually i am but i dont want to be.

September 5 it all begins. watch it on fox tuesdays at 7 i believeor 8 w/e.


i miss everyone.
even tyler but i saw him on thursday
twice.
everyone should listen to 97.5FM it is my fav regualr radio station.
wow this is nonsense.
im gonna go hang at ty's 
♥
my party is sat who's comming?
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2006|11:21 pm]
[Current Location |Home]
[Current Mood |deviousCrazily dirty in a naughty way]
[Current Music |Gnarls Barkley- Crazy]

hey lovers!

 they say that you try something new or learn something new everyday.

well i did
                                   and i freaked!
          and loved it.
i cant wait to do it again!

(almost ) He makes the best 16 months of my life.
he told me that you cant ruin true love...
                                             ...and i believe him
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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2006|12:12 pm]
[Current Mood |curiouscurious]
[Current Music |spice girls]

some times i feel were 1
we are forever
and other times i wonder why i put up with this
im not sure if i love you or if i hate you.
i want to tear her to shreads.
poor girl did nothing while she commited everything.
may she rot.
i just want you for my self.
i tired of this shit.
i want answers and i want them now.
no lies.




i want a man.
not a boy who thinks he can.
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cont. from myspace blog [Jun. 25th, 2006|03:04 pm]
actually...i hate your friends. i feel stupid.
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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2006|05:45 pm]
[Current Mood |ecstaticcrazy happy]

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that


And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home




i can't wait. Tyler is finally comming home.my agony is over.my week is up.so long i've felt as if i was a stranger to my own self.i felt if i was missing or lost.as if i were missing my home. but "ill be home tonight, im coming back home."-michael buble



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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2006|11:34 pm]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

haven't you people every heard of closing the god damn door?

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-sigh- [Jun. 14th, 2006|06:18 am]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

i feel so alone.
its bloody 6 30 in the morning and i'm up.
i miss you terribly

ah, the power of love. it's pathetic. 
i hope when you all fall in love it's with the right person.
the agony is unbearable.
24 hours is an eternity.
i don't even know what i am gonna do with my self thats how mental this is.

i got 5 hours of sleep and haven't eaten in more then 24 hours and that a big deal to me. when i think about it' it makes me sad that i could be so selfish. i think about people who are starving to death who havent eaten in 3 or 5 days and im complaining that i haven't eaten in just one. if the world was made up of 1000 people, 700 would be hungry. but im so entangled with in my own 'problems' it makes me not care which then i am a stranger to myself. and i need to get over that.he'll come back. 7 days is a long time yes but then again i complain. terminal cancer patients would appreciate 7 days 'may even say its too short' and i say it is too long.

i'm pathetic.
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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2006|09:00 am]
[Current Location |home]
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |Byob]

today
is hugh's 47th bday!
happy birthday lovely!
(like he'll see this)
birthday suit ^.^ hah 
tis party time
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